Simple Plan - Astronaut

Can anybody hear me?
Am I talking to myself?

Hope tonight I can sleep. Tears drop.

Misuse

People nowadays like to misuse a lot of words or phrases like "kiasu" and "kepo".
Why I said so? This is due to when you say you want to learn something then another person will say: this fellow "kiasu"! Sigh. I hope everyone do have equal treatment and fair to everyone else. "Kiasu" is appropriate when there is only 1 person in a group of 30 who go learn a new skill and the rest just sit there and do nothing.

Then about "kepo", if you care your friend, what will you do? Go ask them about how they are doing! Do not wait until too late. This is what we called APPRECIATE. I appreciate the time I have with my friends. So, if you do not see or understand what is caring before too late but only remember to describe people "kepo", I can tell you will lose a lot.

Do not misuse any words.

Strange Dream

In my dream just now, I was running towards a bus stop, in front the bus stop there is a big road, the opposite side of the bus stop mean the place that I'm standing got rock slide. Luckily, I managed to jump a little bit to the right so I escaped the big rock to fall on me. However, my brothers were reach the bus stop, there was a hill behind the bus stop, and so all the rocks fall onto the bus stop. I was so afraid that this is 2012, but I think and think again, if this is not 2012, then what is that mean? Should it be I feel that nobody is beside me now? Will I ever get support from anyone?

Crap without Meaning

Yesterday, I had finished 'When Heaven Burn' and I cried. Woah! How sad is the feeling of flashback related to something that you cannot forget. It is our memories. From childhood to adulthood. It means a lot to an individual but not others. I understand what I feel, but do you really understand how I feel? Even though I understand how I feel, sometimes I can't describe it.

Piece by piece, it flash through my mind, I don't know what I want to share. It's hard to understand one's mind. I can't even control my own mind. =/

A Letter to Myself

I don't want to sleep, I feel like going to do something I like. But I wish there is someone who can accompany me to do so. Like going for a hike? If I willing to step out one step, I think I can even do it alone. I just can't do thing alone. Sigh! This is the worst behavior I never throw away until today.

Another thing is, song is used to express feelings. Do you understand the feeling of your friends? Imagination plus a song, can you feel your friend's feel when you mix the two things? I want to talk about this actually, but I don't want to blame anyone for not knowing the deep feeling of another. Nobody is perfect. Even a doctor will never know another person thought. Just stop talking about your feeling towards something you don't like instead of continuing telling others about your "negative" opinion.

Sometimes, I just can't stop thinking about my past. I know past is not a reason for us to run away from reality or from our life. But I am just a normal human, I trying so hard to forget about it. But I not really willing to let go. It's what I left in my memories, my memory for me to remember who am I and what I lost.

Crapping all these and nobody will understand what am I crapping. Haha! This blog is really for me myself only. =/

A place for me to talk about my thought? Anyway, all of these are just things that I telling myself. It means nothing to anyone else but just me.

名与利

阿名哥，为什么你有这么多的粉丝，每天追你追个不停？
我把你追啊追，追得我好累。不想再继续追下去了。
好累。
都该是时候换换我的风格，是时候去追寻人生，好过追你这没用的东西。

阿利哥，你就不好，天天找别人陪你就是偏偏没找上我的门儿来。
好不公平。

我决定！时机到了。。。该追寻人生!

A Good Dream from Santa Claus

Just now I got a dream, I was moving into a big building belongs to TARC. Should it be a hostel? I think so. It is big, got 4 floors! It was totally empty when I first walk in.

Ground floor has few connected rooms, got kitchen got bathroom got bedrooms and so on. I was given a big room, inside got 2 bed, BIG bed! Another one is for JIN WEI. lol! My classrep now. Both of us shift into that hostel together.

I am so happy at last I can move into a place that belongs to me. When I think of I am going to be alone later when they back home, I comfort myself I also got plenty of places can go.

Go back outside, look around the building. From no people, second floor 3rd floor n 4th floor start appearing shadow. =.= SHADOWS!

Look at ground floor, NOTHING! Then, again look up there. GOT human. Owh! Look ground floor again, got human too now. LOL!

Then I wake up from my dream. I wanted to move out from my house so badly? Haha! Maybe.