The World I Live In

Just now I saw a post which is regarding Dato LCW's brother is going to support him in UK tmr! First I think that is such a great news to CW as there is someone who is close to him fly there and support.. Then, I thought of Lin Dan.. I start feeling sympathy to him.. I think we are so damn lucky as we actually got siblings to live with when we are young.. But to a child in China.. Having a sibling will have to pay to the government.. Those poor family only able to have one child in their home.. Can you relate this to the case like a little girl got bang by car and left there until she died? Could this be gov policy that TRAINED them to protect only themselves? As in they are protected by parents since young and share no love from parents with any other siblings... My brain is too free to think and not going to study for P1 P2 P3.. Shit! Time to go.. Self crapping again.. Gonna whack my brain..

Changed

Work, nowadays I am going to work by lrt. At first, I really not enjoy and I couldn't feel the comfortableness compare to driving yourself. You cannot enjoy songs you cannot enjoy sitting you cannot enjoy the air conditioner as well as when I am driving. That is a selfish thought. After a few days, I realized its good to take public transport as one, you can see how people dress themselves; two, you can see how "civilized" is our country; three, save cost; four, you can learn to ignore others' eyesight; five, enjoy the time of being alone and think about what can you do when you are alone. So great I got this opportunity to expose myself in this environment, started to get used to be alone. I hope I can bear with next semester plan, everyday "work" until 7 or 8pm then only back home. Wish me luck!

Watcher

There are many people out there, everyone does have their own stories. When they share their story, what would you think? Do you put yourself in their socks? Or you just open your ears, listen, then forget what they tell you? Actually, there are third kind who is neither listener nor teller but a watcher. I am that kind of person, I observe what happen around me, I see what I doesn't wish to see, I let every scene pass by my eyes, I just watch how others behave and react from what I think they deserve. I am a watcher. Beware, I am watching over you.

Emo

In Facebook, you got more than 800 friends, but the fact is you got only 8 friends will always like and comment on what you post. In MSN, you got 100 friends, no one will online to chit chat with you anymore because nowadays people using Facebook instead of MSN. In twitter, you set your account privacy as public, you tweet a thing, people might just read it and will never ask what had happened to you, how pathetic life can be if going on like this. In blog, you can only tell yourself about how bored your life can be when so many friends online and got no one realize you are still awake. How one's life can be when your life got friends but without them around you all the time? May be I should say without them around you even a single second... . . . . . . . Imagine you are me then you will know it.

心战

宽恕心中的过去与不甘才能获得真正的自由。

Support

I can't attend but I know what all of you are going to do! To fight for freedom that not much of the people who dare to stand up and fight! You guys are hero! I love my home. My home is here, Malaysia is my home. But when there are people who trying to destroy my home, definitely we all fight them and save our home. Say NO to them. I can't go out like the others that are going to do in 2 days later. But I am here to support you all! Fight for freedom and that is not a stupid thing at all! I appreciate what you all going to do. It's not a waste of time, it is time to show the destroyer some courage that they have given to us! Courage to stand up and fight them! 2 days! I hope it is a peaceful day. Malaysian fight with "something-i-do-not-know-what-to-called", or maybe a straight forward term, Mr. U. Governmt in my homeland? We are the one who choose you, you are the one who never make a decision based on the one who raised you. You are the one who never appreciate, YOU shall learn your lesson. To those who dare to fight and support, we are a family, from Malaysia. There is nothing much I can do, only one thing, appreciate the thing you all going to do! Here is a song, that I hope it will come true, Safe and Sound by Taylor Swift. Safe and Sound, make our home safe and make our people sound heard. " Just close your eyes, the sun is going down, you'll be all right, no one can hurt you now. Come morning light, you and I, will be safe and sound."

好一句

多得刚刚那梦，我回想起很多很多我小时候的东西。
小时候去游乐场，荡千秋的快乐都能让我不自觉地笑了。
现在，人大了，见到的感觉到的触碰到的听到的微妙的奇妙的东西都截然不同。
还记得那里每逢星期二的夜市，大家一起闲逛时可真是回味无穷。

人面不知何处去，桃花依旧笑春风。

是时候做功课了！一句话带过。现代人风范啊！

这里可真是我唯一能宣泄给我朋友知道我内心世界的地方啊。