The Same Song

How long can one's hearing a song repeat and repeat?
How long can all of you bear to hear the song?
But I can hear the same song until the time i feel peace..
I wonder when is this started in my life?
I think this is started from the day one of my family tree member gone and will not appear in this small tree anymore..
This kind of feel, how many of you will feel sad?
How many of you will feel nothing at all?
But I feel pain, unbelievable painful until I cannot forget until the last day...

Down + Stress + Upset...

I think this picture is the most natural and most friendly smile.. Well, this was a photo my friend snapped when i am doing something else...

There is something that i really want to share with everyone.. There is a problem, I can't found a better way to talk about the story... No, it should be I got no way to describe my story...

To The Friend,

You said I did not bother you, did not give you a chance to share your experience with me, then who is there to listen my story?(the listen here is to find out what am I thinking in my heart) Who else knows what am i thinking? So do you think you know? I am not challenging you but to tell you here I am still care about you... But why you just cannot care also how i feel?

Well, if you can't see through my heart, it's ok! I doesn't hope anyone can see through because i don't want to let this kind of feel affect my friends and also affect my life... Lastly, when is the last time you see my smile that looks similar to this picture?

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A Trip To KLCC

Today, my friends and I went to KLCC for the Book Fest.... This was the first book fest i ever went.. Funny? NO! Pity? YES! KL ppl never been to a book fest.. haha really like ppl who came from deep forest.... How we went to KLCC? This is the first time i took putra line train at Wangsa Maju Station... Well, the way to KLCC is really happy because nobody else in the train and we got 6 ppls in the trip... ^.^ They are Ong Lai aka Jolly NO. 2 aka Li Yean, Ngee Miang(sorry a don't blame me><) aka Blackie aka Ngee Ming, The Short ONE aka Rocky aka Chia Pei, Kimberly aka Pinky aka Mei Ching, and one more latest pet -- Class Rep aka Micky aka Jin Wei!! Well, after we reach KLCC, Jin Wei has his lunch first before we started our main purpose to KLCC...

Before we reach the KLCC convention centre, I saw Marcus there too~ Haha, his purpose to KLCC i think only his best friends only knew it... Then we continued to the centre there... When we reached then only i knew that the place that called convention centre was a place that I familiar with... ZZZ!! Before we reached I kept asking them where was the place...

This was the place my friends HUNT their food... This place was a forest for them.... I got walked around the same place for more than 5 times i think... ZZZ!! Lazy already... Lazy again... Lazy to type longer... How?! So i straight to the ending now~ Haha~!

In the end, i only bought a headset which cost me RM40!! OMG~ So so so expensive... Sobsob...
My friend Li Yean found that the cashier collected more money from her so she went to argue with the cashier.. Unfortunately, I got no luck to watch this battle... Anyway, we all packed 1 bag 2 bags 3 bags going home after lunch... 3 something in the noon can count as lunch right?

After lunch, GIRLS continued their killing spree in the shopping centre and we guys just walked and watched the things that we interested in... I saw 2 guys looking for perfume together and they look like G2Y... So, when the girls came and met with us we went towards the LRT station... Well, here on the half way to the station, the girls saw accessories shop so they went in again... 5 mins 10 mins 15 mins past!!! I was looking at them including the 2 guys that buying chocolate at the store that was just in front of the shop... And so, they brought 2 more plastic bags home....

I asked someone:"What is the time now?" Someone told me 5... OMG.... What happened next???

WHAT??!!

What happened???!!!!!



We packed like sardine in the train and we almost became a piece of paper.... This was the worst experience i have in taking lrt... I think... Because this lrt trip took us about 30minutes time so we packed in a tin for 30minutes.. Gosh.......

After all, when i reach home, i counted today i used and i found that i used a lots today... I think i should stop my sickness on spending money!! Nowadays, I spend money like open tap water and let it flow itself... Help~~ Should i cut my hands?!= = Joking...

Well, lazy until maximum and reach my limit. So, i stop here...

W. T. ....

What kind of feeling i having now?! I really confuse about it! My dad and mom had went to Australia last night and i just watch the drama for the entire night.... What happen to me? I feel like got nothing to do...

Now, i want to cut my damn stupid hair... But where should i go to cut this stupid hair?? I got to cut it short or cut it to become tidy and then let it grow again?! Who can teach me what to do!! I need some advice... But i really duno what to do now... Tutorial work haven't done yet and i am still msn facebook non-stop even i haven't completed all my work... I still haven't read the book yet... What to do?!!!! My heart want to open a game and play but nobody playing that game i am so lonely to play alone...

What the.... Am i crazy?! Annoyed for the whole morning just for rubbish... What the....

Guilty Feel

This week, these days and these seconds i also having a same feeling that is guilty. How come i got such feeling?? I also cannot answer myself but i am so so so stress because of this guilty feel.. How? What can i do to reduce this guilty feel?? I feel like hard to breath and so cold all the day all the time all the seconds.... Hearing Eason Chan "Yu Xin You Kui", really really nice song....

The sentence in the song really nice la i likes it so much! Btw, chatting with chia pei and jin wei now.. Haha, jin wei faster done your ME assignment if not tomorrow you sure blame chia pei and i because we disturb you in msn.. LOL!

Another nice song i am hearing that is "Fen Sheng", this song make me think about whether i got mental problem or not... Think more i feel like i really got mental problem...