Colours Of My Life - Black And White

Finally... The individual test gone... But my life is still very stressful... Perhaps its coursework weeks.... After the individual presentation supposed i should be resting and have some good days to recharge myself.... But life doesn't go as what I thought.... Supposed that I am enjoying my holiday in the weekend, but i just din't feel any holidays mood but in suffering mood... Why I just cannot relax and make my life colourful??? Maybe I am a pyscho... Help Help Help.... I need to feel like on weekend.... I lost the sense of feel!!! I need it back!!! To colour my life..... If you do have any suggestion to me remember to tell me ya!!!

NIGHTMARE!!!!

I cannot remember whether yesterday night or 2 days ago night, I dreamed my English class in TARC...

In the dream....

Our class have been combine with group 26, so we are all together in a bigger hall... Then when Ms. Sri (my english tutor) come in, she tell us today will be individual presentation day (in dream that day mean that day... i also duno which day...).. Then she is going to call the first lucky person.... Who do you think she will call??? Haha!! That's right!! I am the lucky guy... Before she call my name out, I am begging to god so that Ms. Sri will never call my name and my heart keep thinking that I am going to tell Ms. Sri that I am still haven't ready yet....

Well, what do you think Ms. Sri expression will be???? She give me a "OMG! I AM GOING TO DEDUCT YOUR MARKS..." Then, I am scared!! And I AWAKE!!!!

.......................... Scare until awake because of study.... This is my first time in my life.... How come I can fear of public speaking that much?!!! HELP ME!!!

WEDNESDAY!! I AM WAITING FOR YOU....

Wednesday is coming... Before Wednesday come, the time passing slowly like torturing me, I feel so stress... I hope to do something that could release the stress... Is that important to have a friend to accompany in doing anything that I want to?? I feel like my luck is 0% in my life... Perhaps this is the biggest challenge that god has given to me? I need someone to care me,talk to me, and help me to pass through every second of the hard time together with me... Well, presentation... If you ask me how far I have ready for this?? I will answer you 0%... Perhaps I should take it easy.... But I can't.... Hope the time fly through and allow Wednesday to come earlier...

Party~

Happy Birthday to Chen Hui~ 18years old already!! Yesterday night, there was a party in my friend house, and the event was BBQ... Unfortunately, when the party started, the rain also started... Eventhough the weather was rainning, yet we were still enjoy the party... The SMKPM form 5 graduates who did present were Marcuz DuWei, Janice Jen, Jonathan Foong, Coffee Pei Chin, Jolin Yap, Kah Wai, Lau Shaun Nee, Chan Choy PuiMun, Kah Hui, Anderson LeePingShi and I... After the graduation party and the last day of SPM examination, we never meet each other again until the day we got our results at SMKPM... Well, from that day on until today... I think its going to be 12 months time that we never meet each other....

The party, brought me a lot of memories... When i was young, my old house was full of all my relatives... To me, old memories will never come back and happen again... It will never be perfect eventhough there is a party in my old house... Because somebody already gone and they will never back here to give me some wish or to give me some cares...

Well, the party isn't perfect since the weather is not that good... Haha(Chen Hui aunt laugh at her and ask her is that she did not pray for the god before the party) Some memories that I appreaciate... I will never forget (The precious party and my memories....)!!

Down...........

Sleepy.... Everyday i felt sleepy in class... What kind of medicine that i can take so that i will never feel sleepy anymore??? Especially during ME lecture, the voice of my lecturer is enough to break everyone ears drum... That voice, super high frequency ALL THE TIME, 2 hours lecture, mean everybody's ears drum is tortured for 2 hours!!! I don't think so that every friday is a happy friday... Since the voice is strong enough make make someone like me to turn into psycho!! Her voice....

I REALLY WANT TO SHOUT AT THE TOP OF MY LUNG TO HER A "NGO BEH TAHAN LA" ....

MORE FUN THAN ROLLER COASTER!!!

Wow!!! Today morning, I was still sleeping... Suddenly, my phone rang and the ringtone woke me up AGAIN.... I was neutral at the moment, then I quickly ran to my phone and read the message sent by Sheera to me... Once i read the message, MY EYES CANNOT CLOSE ANYMORE..... OMG!!

(Now, the roller coaster start moving!!! On a slope and is pulling up to the top by some chain....)

My class assistant classrep sms me to tell me that TOMORROW, FRIDAY IS GOING TO BE OUR PRESENTATION DAY.... Wow!!!! I quickly replied her and ask was that from our tutor mouth or her thought... Unfortunately, I got an answer which tell me that its from my tutor!!

(My mood getting HOTTER now...)

Then I look at the clock, its "shortest" show me a 10 and its "longest" show me a 12.... I quickly jump up from my bed and took a COLD shower to Cool Down my HOT HOT HOT body and mind... Wow!!! My movement was faster compare to my usual movement... WHY?! Because I got to be ready in 1 hour, and in between this 1 hour my friends called me to ask:" should we go to college today?! Isn't that we should prepare our presentation at home?" After that my mind was trying to ask me to skip today lecture too... But, I think longer and got an answer which interpret by my brain which tell me that I will not be able to finish the slide show by todaY!!!! So... My brain started to generate another better plan.... "WE GOT TO HAVE A TALK WITH MY TUTOR!!!" I think this was the best plan at that time...

(My HOT HOT HOT MOOD Is STILL ON!!!)

So we went college and rush to my tutor office... OmG, a lot of my tutor fans were waiting for her... Haha, we waited for about half an hour and she asked us to go in the room.... We settled the problem in just 5minutes... Wow!!!

(My HOT HOT HOT MOOD TURN TO COOLEST MOOD now...)(Wow!!! More FUN More HIGH!! This is the greatest ROLLER COASTER that I never played before!!!)

Phew, luckily can postpone the presentation stuff to Wednesday... Otherwise, I think 8 pandas will born tomorrow morning....

Restless... But Excited....

There are few days i burned midnight oil just for a English presentation... Well, today i got a GOOD news which astonished everyone in the class... NO, I should say that astonished the 8 people will be better... We got a week time to prepare our presentation now!!! From today until next Wednesday!!! Wow, few days ago i kept dreaming for this and now my dream comes true!!! Hooray~ Should we celebrate?! Haha!!