A thought is appearing in my mind, posting a personal message mean what?! Mean I'm so eager to talk to somebody?! Or am I waiting for a reply?! Recently, I tried to find people to talk with me so that I can feel better, so that I can run away from loneliness.. But after that, I realized that my life is even more boring if I din't find anyone to chat with.. Perhaps talking to my blog is a daily routine now.. As in it is the only thing that allows me to talk... I'm so bored.. Bored till I'm so tired... Money is one of the factor that make me feel so bored with my life.. If I could have more money compare with now, I think I will be able to at least find some fun... Without money, without friends, without any entertainment, without any companions, I feel so tired of living..
Nose sensitive is getting more and more severe.. Every morning attend class and my nose make me feel uncomfortable... Feel like staying at home and rot faster... Luckily I still got 2 friends, artificial friends... LOL! There is one line i love it very much! 明明活得很好,却感觉快死掉.. I really like this.. Because it always tell me that I got such a good fate to survive until this age but my dead brain always feel like dying since it cant sense any companions around.. Sad case.. Suddenly watch back what I write up here, I realized that I should have already done my PA coursework if all of these are related to PA coursework.. So many words up there! Sad! Cry also alone.. Mean I'm a real loner?! Personal message.. A way to express myself to myself.. =) Laugh always, laugh louder, so that I can hear it and enjoy myself.. Haha! Funny =D I should spend my energy on my assignment instead of blogging which is another way to talk to myself..
So I should stop blogging and go sleep now! Night!
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