Strange Dream

In my dream just now, I was running towards a bus stop, in front the bus stop there is a big road, the opposite side of the bus stop mean the place that I'm standing got rock slide. Luckily, I managed to jump a little bit to the right so I escaped the big rock to fall on me. However, my brothers were reach the bus stop, there was a hill behind the bus stop, and so all the rocks fall onto the bus stop. I was so afraid that this is 2012, but I think and think again, if this is not 2012, then what is that mean? Should it be I feel that nobody is beside me now? Will I ever get support from anyone?

Crap without Meaning

Yesterday, I had finished 'When Heaven Burn' and I cried. Woah! How sad is the feeling of flashback related to something that you cannot forget. It is our memories. From childhood to adulthood. It means a lot to an individual but not others. I understand what I feel, but do you really understand how I feel? Even though I understand how I feel, sometimes I can't describe it.

Piece by piece, it flash through my mind, I don't know what I want to share. It's hard to understand one's mind. I can't even control my own mind. =/

A Letter to Myself

I don't want to sleep, I feel like going to do something I like. But I wish there is someone who can accompany me to do so. Like going for a hike? If I willing to step out one step, I think I can even do it alone. I just can't do thing alone. Sigh! This is the worst behavior I never throw away until today.

Another thing is, song is used to express feelings. Do you understand the feeling of your friends? Imagination plus a song, can you feel your friend's feel when you mix the two things? I want to talk about this actually, but I don't want to blame anyone for not knowing the deep feeling of another. Nobody is perfect. Even a doctor will never know another person thought. Just stop talking about your feeling towards something you don't like instead of continuing telling others about your "negative" opinion.

Sometimes, I just can't stop thinking about my past. I know past is not a reason for us to run away from reality or from our life. But I am just a normal human, I trying so hard to forget about it. But I not really willing to let go. It's what I left in my memories, my memory for me to remember who am I and what I lost.

Crapping all these and nobody will understand what am I crapping. Haha! This blog is really for me myself only. =/

A place for me to talk about my thought? Anyway, all of these are just things that I telling myself. It means nothing to anyone else but just me.

名与利

阿名哥，为什么你有这么多的粉丝，每天追你追个不停？
我把你追啊追，追得我好累。不想再继续追下去了。
好累。
都该是时候换换我的风格，是时候去追寻人生，好过追你这没用的东西。

阿利哥，你就不好，天天找别人陪你就是偏偏没找上我的门儿来。
好不公平。

我决定！时机到了。。。该追寻人生!