Hope.. (= I am talking nonsense.. =)

Hope will only bring pains,
even though the family have awaited for about a year times,
when there is a hope, they can still pretending they can live a happy life,
or enjoying what they have now.

When hope gone,
everything will turn into a nightmare,
the smile with least joyness,
pretending act on face everyday,
all gone and go down again...

Past Tense

I really hope that one day, one day that I will forget the past,
One day that I will lost all my past memories,
One day that I can free from what I always suffer,
One day that I truly having a new life,
I really hope that day will come!

I love the song JiShiBen......
Today it made me ... once again...

Speechless

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轻言妄语

坐在那冷冷的床上, 盖着我那暖暖的被单
毫无目的, 目不转睛望着那壁钟, 从分钟在六时, 望到指着八, 又望着望着指到十二....
下楼去吧?! 我只感陌生, 也不了解那种所谓的感觉是什么一回事
在房内却又无所事事, 乏味的生活让我想入非非
坦诺时钟停止前进, 生活进入历史, 到时又会是什么感觉?
等着一位永远不再回来的人来关心, 等着再次走入她生命中...

累与泪

生活中, 当你做出第一个让步, 那便是一个恶梦的开始...
做了一个又一个的恶梦, 一次又一次的从梦想中惊醒, 开始觉得...
累了....

孤独

坐在电脑前, 忽然感受到一阵阵心寒的感觉...
仿佛身处在一个没有半点人烟的地方...

Happiness/Sadness in front.. The truth behind...

"我怕就怕 失望
其余一切也不枉
所有代价通通舍割
心血都流光
抹去害怕撕掉稀罕
忘情才流到彼岸
我命里钻不出恩果
真假如浮云天也在看"

Ya, happiness or sadness is always show on the face...
But the truth will never appear is always behind the smile or cry..

Today, 3 stabs...
Hehehe... Can't smile anymore la... Can't laugh...
Wanna shout, nobody will hear... What to do?!
Write lo... But people will still know right? I am sure you do...

有意见却没得落实又有何用??
我没主见是你说的,
可是有的时候,
却不被接纳....
有主见变没意见....

现实啊现实...
我只能接受现实...
妥协...只能妥协???


不想让人看见的事实, 却被锐利的双眼看见...
一天以内,我看见两件不堪入目的事实...
第一, 一句真言加一个笑容
第二, 一只手对问题的回答
我该假装听而不闻与视而不见??
还是忘了所见所闻??

" 假装多好我只要
只想要再拥有一秒 "