30th January 2011

My brother is back from Australia..
Wow! I went airport and drank my favourite WHITE CHOCOLATE in Coffee Bean!

I went Jusco with my family right after we picked my elder brother in airport..
Ish! I bought a long pants.. I think it is the same as the pants my fren has!
HOLYSHIT!

Then I bought 2 new shirt.. so so so ... EXPENSIVE actually is what I wanna comment bouts..

Damn! God always fool me.. I wanna run away! So here we go Avril Lavigne RUNAWAY!

"I JUST WANNA LOSE CONTROL!"
BLABLABLA... Lazy to copy the lyrics to here.. so.. CHECK IT OUT URSELF YEA! hehe..
Im talking to myself.. = =! Again n again! Everyday also like this...

Roundabout

Today, I have driven my car into a roundabout and I was trapped in here for the whole day!

How to choose?

3 o'clock direction, continue my life like this...
Mean study at TARC, continue advance and then work in Malaysia..

6 o'clock direction, look for scholarship and go to Australia to further my study?!

9 o'clock direction, a way i duno how to go or where to go or where i can go..

12 o'clock direction, go out then come back to roundabout..
Mean put the thing aside and let it be until i finish diploma only come back to it?!

I cant go out from here until I recognize the road im going..
HOW!? What should i do?! I need more advice!

"OLD" Pals Sing K

Woke up EARLY in the morning yesterday... Around 1100AM!
Very EARLY right?! Why? Yesterday, I went Low Yat with old pals..

There was something that made me say WA WOW OH all the time yesterday..

That was, originally I thought they(Arvin, Kahwai, Chiapei, Leo) were watching movie at TS..
But I was wrong and they were watching "Home Coming" at Pavillion..
OK! I said Oh n WA...

Then, we(Jon & I) were going to Sg. Wang around 1345PM after we parked the car in TS..
I thought we were late for the sing k session.. Then, Jon told me something amazed me..
I OPEN MY MOUTH BIG BIG N here I said OH WA WOW..
Becoz, they changed the sing k time to 1430PM.. OK!

1400PM, we reached Sg. Wang and I called Kahwai and asked where were they..
They were undecided where to have lunch... Here I said OH & WOW...

1410PM finally we met! OK! Then we were looking for a restaurant that can let us sit down peacefully and enjoy a lunch together..

Well Well Well! WOW WA OH WALAO WALAMAK everything out.. Except vulgar words of course! Im a good boy K!? hehe! 1430PM we sat down and enjoyed the meal peacefully until 1510PM..

OK!! Sing K! 1520PM we had finally arrived red box counter there..
My today's outing main point main location!

THEN SKIP SKIP SKIP...
We sang a lot different type of songs lol!
This is the first time Im getting more n more insane!
We even jumped up the sofa and wawawa!

1830PM Nobody coming to collect $$ from us.. Which mean we can continue!
Guess what.. 1830 we sang till 2100 only back! LOL extra 2 n a half hours!

The last song was "THE SHOW" and I sang damn loud when it came to I WANT MY MONEY BACK... I WANT MY MONEY BACK!!!!!!!! LOL

Then.... 2130PM we were going back to Cheras our area there to have our dinner..
Oh shit! 2200PM Burger again.. Haha! Morning 3 spoon of chicken rice, Noon 1 plate of marmite fish rice, Night a small black pepper chicken n a cup of milo ICE.. LOL

2300PM reached home! Woohoo... Then I called someone who worried me more than my dad n mom! Haha! My dear PaPa! Sorry larh dear, Im not purposely dont want reply you.. But I also dunno what time back or what time end of our sing k session hehe..
Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry! haha not a song okay? coz i duno how to sing that LOL!

Then I COOK PORRIDGE until 0100AM then only go bath and so on! LOL!

Dear,
ı ǝʌo| noʎ
¡sʞɔɐnɯ

To Ling Gee Foo

Bored.. Need some income to balance off my bored life.. =/
Looking for job after this CNY.. = =
Should end the old story book and begin my new chapters in my new book..
A book I call it "My Life Begin with a 2"..
Im expecting something new!
Pls come to me before my current book is end..
Make my life more colourful and ours story more wonderful! =)

Clean Clean Clean

Today, Pamely came and help me in cleaning my table!
Yuck! Its dusty! I dint move or lend a hand..
I was just sitting there and watching her..
I was pXXXing gXXX and looking at her...
I wanna cry ady for her hard work..
Now my table is much more cleaner..
Thx dear! TQ! I LOVE YOU!

意义的定义

对你来说，可能三只化骨龙是恐怖的。。
但是，有没有想过当三只恐龙都不再跟你说话的那种感觉？
身为一位舅舅/表舅的我，真的真的很怕这种不知名的感觉。。
今天，三只长大了的化骨龙也有在我家出现。。
平时他们出现时，都只会跟我弟弟玩。。
谁叫我弟弟最像小孩子长不大，一直陪他们玩玩玩。。
所以他们一来就只会找我弟弟咯。。
但是，至少一句称呼我也会觉得很爽。。
可是，不懂什么时候开始，连称呼都没了。。
这种感觉很孤独，很像什么都没了。。
今天还好，我刚好起床，还没下去便听到他们要回了。。
二话不说，床也没整理便跳了起来冲了下去。。
一来便穿上拖鞋走上前去对这车窗招手。。
幸好他们也有回应我。。
要不然，我真的觉得自己其实是名副其实地，彻彻底底地一个失败者！！

曾经，应为一些过错而当了第一次的失败者，现在，很想很想做回些事情来补救。。
更确实应该是赎罪。。
可是我却无动于衷。。
有时真的觉得自己冷血的呢。。

教教我，如何做个有意义的人。。

12Hours in Hell & 12Hours in Heaven

Yesterday, from 12AM to 12PM,
I'm preparing myself to face my last paper..
I knew that I could'nt finish the tutorials..
I thought I can wake up at 6AM to continue my tutorials,
However, I failed and I off my alarm clock without conscious I think..
Nvm, when I wake up again at 645AM,
What's in my mind is, IM DEAD...

Then I quickly rush down and took bath and my breakfast without any feeling of hungry..
I lost my senses of smell and taste..

When I reach college, everyone is like so relaxing especially kahwei and cheexuan!!
I was still struggling and my mood was so unstable!
Perhaps I haven't done my revision
which I told myself that I should have done it at 6AM..

Then, "BEEP"x3...
Times to go into the exam hall and answer the last 5 questions in this final..
I was thinking, SIGHHH... Have to waste papers again.. LOL
I wrote and signed the stupid attendance slip, I opened the question paper..
My reply: "OH!" Finally I smile..

After 2 hours of writing nonsense and bullshits,
Suddenly something pop out from my mind, I was scared..
Perhaps Im still immature to have some thoughts like that..
I was so stupid idiot and I was a bastard who thought of something like that...
SIGHHHH...

3 hours of my final paper ENDED.. Ngee Ming was slow!
He tied his answer booklets slowly & gently.. LOL! I wanna go HEAVEN ady!

12PM, I steped out from Hell's gate and entered the train to Heaven..

12PM to 12AM is the first time that I feel so free and enjoy after exam..
Usually, after exam = time to sleep.. This is a basic general equation to me..
YESTERDAY it was totally changed!

I made a new equation which is RIGHT after exam = NO TIME FOR U TO SLEEP
On the same time, NO TIME FOR U TO SLEEP = TIME TO DO SOMETHING I WANT!
Thus, RIGHT after exam = TIME TO DO SOMETHING I WANT!

We went to Sunway and SKATE! Thx to BLUE SK from Group 29 who taught me how to spin!
Whoots! After the skate, I gifted something to my dear..
She was like .... I duno whether she like it or not.. Its too simple i believe..
(When I bought it I feel its simple..)
So, duno she like it or not! Haha!
After Sunway trip, we went TASTY POT!
I CAN SAY! THAT TASTY POT! IS REAL TASTY..
IN the sense of SALTY and ULTIMATE SALTYYYYY!

Know what?! I was blind yesterday night! Perhaps I was too tired!
I dint see my friends was driving straight N I just turn left into another way..
I thought I was following the right car all the time, but..
When Pamely told me that.. U sure u following the right car?! I say YA!
But she ask me to look at the car.. OMG I ask Ngee Ming..
SINCE WHEN THAT HUICHUIN TRANSFORM HIS CAR!!!!
Its ok.. Lucky we still manage to go back to the road we wanted to go..
After the U-turn, we turn left and were looking for TASTY POT..
I duno which junction to turn so then we go straight.. OH NO! FEDERAL HIGHWAY..
ARE WE GOING HOME OR TASTY POT!!
Lost again.. ZZZ
Luckily Pamely saw TASTY POT was on our left, then we looking for a way to go in..
But I only saw a signboard which wrote SHAH ALAM N a place
N ITS THE START of XX HIGHWAY!
I think I was so blur during that moment!
Luckily we still manage to turn back to the right place..

Kahwei's mom join us for dinner! Haha! I thought that was a dinner for Lai's Family.
Because all of them bully me n accuse me!! OH MAN! Come on!
They deny and telling me that I think too much.. = =
Even Pamely also bully me.. Sad case..
ITS OK! LETS EAT!

After the dinner I sent Pamely home, I sent her to the door there..
I was so scared to see her mom.. Like I had done something to her daughter! haha!
I did! I dated her daughter right?!
HOWEVER/LUCKILY her mom is not there then I back to my car and drive NM CP n LY home..
3 SAMPAT fellow sang songs in my car.. N i JOINED their PARTY.. LOL!

12AM+ I reach home... Thats the end of my 24Hours of 2H Trip.(Hell & Heaven Trip)

NOW, I mean the next day of the end of my final.. I AM THINK........
Next SEMESTER!
MORAL N ETHICS why the hell are we wasting time on this kind of things?!
Its totally useless to me!
A human doesn't need knowledge like that..
But knowledge on how to use their brain in doing things will be the right subject!
ISN'T IT?!
(I AM JUST CRAPPING!) IGNORE ME K? haha!

Cry

I just realise that...
Tears will not dry easily...
It will remains for a moment..
Is is wanna show me that sometimes,
things won't just go back to the time before it happens,
and one can only looks back on the trace that they left behind?

Moody

When something is gone and won't come back..
One will cry..
What for crying?
Wrong already then cry.. But it still won't recover..
Time won't go back.. Scar is still there..
Cry and regret..
Tears drop and dry..
Dry and drop again..
The cycle is repeating, when we really grown up,
then only we know and we can use the line:
"I know what am I doing.."