Sad + .............................. = SPEECHLESS...........

Today... I do not know whether I am still sleepy or I am very stupid... First mistake i made this morning was I nearly went college without Ngee Ming and Li Yean.... So sorry my friends... Maybe i was too excited chatting about 2012 with Chia Pei and Mei Ching... I do not know whether i should laugh myself or i should cry alone.... Haha! Embarrassed! Well... When the time we almost reach campus, the time was 8.05am.... Well, Ms. Sri called Ngee Ming and told him that she will be late because she was stucked in traffic jam... Haha... Well, lucky that our tutor was came late and later compare with us....

I am going to slap myself for this!!! (PIAK PIAK) Haiz.... Sorry Ngee Ming.... Sorry Li Yean....


Then, after macroeconomic tutorial, we went Times Square to watch movie.... What else? 2012! Of course that movie! Well then... Before we watched the movie, we went Pavillion's Wong Kok Char Chang Teng to enjoy our lunch there.... Here, we ordered food and everyone got their food in time except Li Yean because the kitchen THOUGHT she will be full with the milk tea.... Well, the pictures can see on facebook... So, Li Yean was the last person who got her meal sent to the table haha!!

Then, I rushed back to Times Square to get the tickets from Wong.. Here, I was waiting the lift at Level 1, suddenly a guy walk near... He looks like a robber more than a foreigner... Well, out of the blue poped out 2 more foreigner that were higher than me about a head.... I walked few steps backwardly.... Hahaha!!! So that won't be able to compare the height of asian and others country's people... Well.... After i got my tickets... Something that really very embarrassed that have never and ever happened before! Haiz...... This part I am not going to tell today... =/ Perhaps tomorrow ya if I am free....

Colours Of My Life - Black And White

Finally... The individual test gone... But my life is still very stressful... Perhaps its coursework weeks.... After the individual presentation supposed i should be resting and have some good days to recharge myself.... But life doesn't go as what I thought.... Supposed that I am enjoying my holiday in the weekend, but i just din't feel any holidays mood but in suffering mood... Why I just cannot relax and make my life colourful??? Maybe I am a pyscho... Help Help Help.... I need to feel like on weekend.... I lost the sense of feel!!! I need it back!!! To colour my life..... If you do have any suggestion to me remember to tell me ya!!!

NIGHTMARE!!!!

I cannot remember whether yesterday night or 2 days ago night, I dreamed my English class in TARC...

In the dream....

Our class have been combine with group 26, so we are all together in a bigger hall... Then when Ms. Sri (my english tutor) come in, she tell us today will be individual presentation day (in dream that day mean that day... i also duno which day...).. Then she is going to call the first lucky person.... Who do you think she will call??? Haha!! That's right!! I am the lucky guy... Before she call my name out, I am begging to god so that Ms. Sri will never call my name and my heart keep thinking that I am going to tell Ms. Sri that I am still haven't ready yet....

Well, what do you think Ms. Sri expression will be???? She give me a "OMG! I AM GOING TO DEDUCT YOUR MARKS..." Then, I am scared!! And I AWAKE!!!!

.......................... Scare until awake because of study.... This is my first time in my life.... How come I can fear of public speaking that much?!!! HELP ME!!!

WEDNESDAY!! I AM WAITING FOR YOU....

Wednesday is coming... Before Wednesday come, the time passing slowly like torturing me, I feel so stress... I hope to do something that could release the stress... Is that important to have a friend to accompany in doing anything that I want to?? I feel like my luck is 0% in my life... Perhaps this is the biggest challenge that god has given to me? I need someone to care me,talk to me, and help me to pass through every second of the hard time together with me... Well, presentation... If you ask me how far I have ready for this?? I will answer you 0%... Perhaps I should take it easy.... But I can't.... Hope the time fly through and allow Wednesday to come earlier...

Party~

Happy Birthday to Chen Hui~ 18years old already!! Yesterday night, there was a party in my friend house, and the event was BBQ... Unfortunately, when the party started, the rain also started... Eventhough the weather was rainning, yet we were still enjoy the party... The SMKPM form 5 graduates who did present were Marcuz DuWei, Janice Jen, Jonathan Foong, Coffee Pei Chin, Jolin Yap, Kah Wai, Lau Shaun Nee, Chan Choy PuiMun, Kah Hui, Anderson LeePingShi and I... After the graduation party and the last day of SPM examination, we never meet each other again until the day we got our results at SMKPM... Well, from that day on until today... I think its going to be 12 months time that we never meet each other....

The party, brought me a lot of memories... When i was young, my old house was full of all my relatives... To me, old memories will never come back and happen again... It will never be perfect eventhough there is a party in my old house... Because somebody already gone and they will never back here to give me some wish or to give me some cares...

Well, the party isn't perfect since the weather is not that good... Haha(Chen Hui aunt laugh at her and ask her is that she did not pray for the god before the party) Some memories that I appreaciate... I will never forget (The precious party and my memories....)!!