Do I?

Maybe she is right.
Distant is a must.
When there is distant, you won't feel much pain compare to no distant.
I should always keep a little distant with others in order to let my shield on,
and protect me.

Lucky I still got Dear to accompany, not everything I have to do alone.
When you are not here, maybe I should try doing things alone.
Even though I hate this kind of feeling, but I don't have another choice.
Do I?